Thursday, March 26, 2009
1:32 AM
Day by Day things are getting from bad to worse, but all i can do is think carefully and pray to god for strength...Every single morning when i woke up how i just wish that all of things will be gone...but too bad it didn’t come true.I’m Muhammd Sufi Bin Rohaizad and this is my love story...
Nor Shafilah bte Ismail was a girl that i though that i could love, and at that point i was confident that it was her and only her but day by day things start to change n its getting worse...she is the only girl that can really understand me...as for me i couldn’t care i took advantage of her make her angry, sad, disappointed n many more..But the funny thing was that she didn’t give up till now. Rite ila..her love towards me was so strong only that i could not feel it..i try to make her happy..Happy in a way that listen to what she say and take this relationship seriously..And all that i do was the opposite thing..In my heart i know that one day one of us will give up and that day came....it’s when i start schooling at ite tampines .
I could not remember when but it was in Jan... The first day of school was boring because I’m still new, then one of the days there was a new student joined our class...it was a girl, young ,sweet, soft ,beautiful just the rite girl for me..But!! Ah!! There is a” but”, because i know beautiful girls like this will look down on people...n girls like this always think they are smarter than people. The funny thing about this girl is that whenever i look at her i will act silly n just smile, for the first time i was so shy towards a girl sometimes i just can’t get enough of looking at her.. she will always sit in front of me and i will always day dream by looking at her beautiful face n when she turn around i will just look n smile but i know its malu but i don’t know why am i like this, i told my friends all about this girl n hw i react towards her when i saw her in school every day..Even by saying her name i will be like, jelly jelly..its funny if you guys know what type of guy iam.I didn’t get her name till one day my home teacher had a list of our name n register number..And ape lagi..i check her name, register no n even her father name haha!..And her name was Nurul Umirah bte Abdul Rashid... from that day her name was in my head till today. One thing that i learnt when i know Umirah , don’t ever ever judge a book by its cover..haha serious ! Everything that i think about her was all wrong ...and she just fit nicely in my love story, have you ever feel so deeply in love with someone that 3 hours was like 3mins n u feel that it’s not enough miting her, u just want to do everything for her because you love her and only her and i love her more than myself...so that’s how much she means to me..Now the things that i don’t want it to happen did happen...So it’s up to me n god, all i can do is to pray n pray but god made the decision i wish myself all the best..And ila if u are reading, no matter what happen i will always remember that i never had a girl so strong n will do anything for love and one day there will be a guy that can love u more than i do. i wish u all the best in life n i will always pray for yr health n strength so that u could overcome this love..
And as for u my Umirah thx for understanding me so much and also giving me the strength that i need..Don’t u ever stop loving me because all i need is your true beautiful wonderful LOVE...n always remember that i will keep on loving you till the day where...i don’t know all i know is that i will never stop loving u! “Lastly, to me love is so beautiful n don’t ever play with love because love can make someone life really change forever. My advice to you guys don’t ever love someone when u don’t mean it because who knows the opposite party will think that this is their true love n when they get to find out that it’s not true, they will never ever dare to love again.....”
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Monday, March 23, 2009
4:51 PM
What happen if you have to choose two women in your life? Some people will say choose the one you love but what happen if you love both of them...The first women is the one that know you for a very long time and know what are your wants and needs and scarifies for you so much that u cant repay her and the second women is so beautiful in the inside and outside. And you never felt so in love with her that you dare to do anything for her...it’s very irritating when the first women ask me to choose who I want and kept scolding me for no reasons but I don’t know why I still care for her?Maybe it takes time for me to let her out from my mind..I wish her all the best in life and be happy with who you are now.(this first women is my x)
Now it’s about my second women my gf...Mirah thx for all of yr support n thx for the strength that u gave me. I need you and only you in my life...So will be there for me?
I know I have not update my blog..n the last time that update for me was my gf. But im trying kay.
So yah..this is all for now
Love you mirah!
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