Thursday, March 26, 2009
1:32 AM
Day by Day things are getting from bad to worse, but all i can do is think carefully and pray to god for strength...Every single morning when i woke up how i just wish that all of things will be gone...but too bad it didn’t come true.I’m Muhammd Sufi Bin Rohaizad and this is my love story...
Nor Shafilah bte Ismail was a girl that i though that i could love, and at that point i was confident that it was her and only her but day by day things start to change n its getting worse...she is the only girl that can really understand me...as for me i couldn’t care i took advantage of her make her angry, sad, disappointed n many more..But the funny thing was that she didn’t give up till now. Rite ila..her love towards me was so strong only that i could not feel it..i try to make her happy..Happy in a way that listen to what she say and take this relationship seriously..And all that i do was the opposite thing..In my heart i know that one day one of us will give up and that day came....it’s when i start schooling at ite tampines .
I could not remember when but it was in Jan... The first day of school was boring because I’m still new, then one of the days there was a new student joined our class...it was a girl, young ,sweet, soft ,beautiful just the rite girl for me..But!! Ah!! There is a” but”, because i know beautiful girls like this will look down on people...n girls like this always think they are smarter than people. The funny thing about this girl is that whenever i look at her i will act silly n just smile, for the first time i was so shy towards a girl sometimes i just can’t get enough of looking at her.. she will always sit in front of me and i will always day dream by looking at her beautiful face n when she turn around i will just look n smile but i know its malu but i don’t know why am i like this, i told my friends all about this girl n hw i react towards her when i saw her in school every day..Even by saying her name i will be like, jelly jelly..its funny if you guys know what type of guy iam.I didn’t get her name till one day my home teacher had a list of our name n register number..And ape lagi..i check her name, register no n even her father name haha!..And her name was Nurul Umirah bte Abdul Rashid... from that day her name was in my head till today. One thing that i learnt when i know Umirah , don’t ever ever judge a book by its cover..haha serious ! Everything that i think about her was all wrong ...and she just fit nicely in my love story, have you ever feel so deeply in love with someone that 3 hours was like 3mins n u feel that it’s not enough miting her, u just want to do everything for her because you love her and only her and i love her more than myself...so that’s how much she means to me..Now the things that i don’t want it to happen did happen...So it’s up to me n god, all i can do is to pray n pray but god made the decision i wish myself all the best..And ila if u are reading, no matter what happen i will always remember that i never had a girl so strong n will do anything for love and one day there will be a guy that can love u more than i do. i wish u all the best in life n i will always pray for yr health n strength so that u could overcome this love..
And as for u my Umirah thx for understanding me so much and also giving me the strength that i need..Don’t u ever stop loving me because all i need is your true beautiful wonderful LOVE...n always remember that i will keep on loving you till the day where...i don’t know all i know is that i will never stop loving u! “Lastly, to me love is so beautiful n don’t ever play with love because love can make someone life really change forever. My advice to you guys don’t ever love someone when u don’t mean it because who knows the opposite party will think that this is their true love n when they get to find out that it’s not true, they will never ever dare to love again.....”
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